07.06.08

i can blow perfect smoke rings, but only when nobody is looking.

long story short i'm pretty fucking embarrassed that tom can have twice as many people over two nights in a row, yet when i have people over i'm the one that breaks the house. it makes me feel all the fucking more like a dumb kid. and of course tom reassuring me, in only the way that a chill brah could "i'm not mad...it's your head that's on the line with mom and dad, not mine" is all i need for me to swear off pretending to be college for good. Oh well, we had a good run...and by good run i mean OH MY GOD.